Love Game by Lady Gaga

**i find the lyrics of this song funny & catchy! (plus her name suits her, she's really gaga!)

Love game

Let's have some fun,
This beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's have some fun,
This beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

I wanna kiss you
But if I do then
I might miss you babe
It's complicated and stupid

Got my ass squeezed by sexy Cupid
Guess he wants to play,
Wants to play
A love game
A love game

Hold me and love me
Just want to touch you for a minute
Baby three seconds is enough for my heart to quit

Let's have some fun,
This beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much just bust that dick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

I'm on a mission,
And it involves some heavy touchin' yeah.
You've indicated your interest,
I'm educated in sex, yes.
And now I want it bad,
Want it bad.
A love game,
A love game.

Hold me and love me.
Just want to touch you for a minute.
Baby three seconds is enough for my heart to quit.

Let's have some fun,
This beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much just bust that dick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

I can see you staring there from across the block
with a smile on your mouth and your hand on your huh
The story of us it always starts the same
with a boy and a girl and a huh and a game!
And a game
And a game
And a game
A love game!

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

before i let you go

as always, a song to fit my mood. this is freestyle's first song, and it was a huge hit. the song's called "before i let you go"

I can still remember like yesterday

We were so in love in a special way

And knowing that your love

will make me feel oh so right

But now I feel lost,

don't know what to do

Each and every day I think of you

Holdin' back the tears,

I'm trying with all my might

Refrain:

Because you've gone and left me standing

All alone

And I know I've got to face tomorrow

On my own

But baby....

Chorus:

Before I let you go

I want to say I love you

I hope that you're listenin'

'Coz it's true,baby

You'll be forever in my heart

And I know that no one else will do,

yeah So before I let you goI want to say

.....I love you

Interlude:

I wish that it could be just like before

I know I could've given you so much more

Even though you know

I'd given you all my love

I miss your smile,

I miss your kiss

Each and every day I reminisce

'Coz baby it's you

That I'm always dreaming of...

Repeat Refrain

Repeat Chorus (except last 3 words)

Bridge:

Coz Letting love go is never easy

But I love you so

That's why I set you free

And I know

Someday

Somehow I'll find a way

To leave it all behind me

Guess it wasn't meant to be

But baby.........

Repeat chorus (except last 3 words)

So before I let you go

I want to say.......

I love you .

another year older...

another year, another birthday... oh well, it's not like i can actually stop it from happening right? so i might as well celebrate it to the fullest. but it's just not the same. i'm far from home, from my family, friends, even my pet! ***sigh*** what i'd give just to see them! what i'd give just to have darling's home cooked meals! what i'd give for a cake from goldilocks or red ribbon. guess i'll just have to wait for next year, no? hopefully, my situation will be better then. ok, i'm running out of words to say, so i'll just greet myself: HAPPY FREAKIN' BIRTHDAY!!!

kailan

***this song by the eraserheads has always been one of my faves from them (aside from "ang huling el bimbo", that is). it tells a tale of longing, which seems to be the mood that ive been lately.***

kailan
by the eraserheads

kailan mo ako hahagkan
matagal na akong naghihintay
nakadungaw sa bintana
mga dahon lang ang kumakaway

refrain
kailan ko madaramdaman
pagdampi ng iyong labi
tinatanong ko ang mga bituin
mga luhang humahalik sa aking pisngi

kailan ako tatahan
higpit ng yakap ng iyong dibdib
nakatingin ako sa salamin
may guhit sa noo
mapait ang ngiti

refrain
kailan ko masisilayan
sa araw-araw aking mahal
mula pag gising hanggang sa pag-idlip
kagandahan mo'y walang pati--d

kailan mo ako hahagkan
matagal na akong naghihintay
nakadungaw sa bintana
mga dahon lang ang kumakaway

refrain
kailan ako lalaya
sa anino ng pag-iisa
mga rehas lang ang tanaw
nanginginig sa seldang maginaw
woh-ho

what hurts the most by boyce avenue

***click on the link to watch boyce avenue singing this heartbreaking song***

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WCq6Y3gTN7M

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' It

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you

That's what I was trying to do

Ooohhh....

haiz...

stay away from me

dont you know that your smile affects me like
the impact of a meteor falling into earth at high speed?

that your every glance makes my heart roar like a
train speeding towards its destination?

that your niceness makes me want to weep with
the injustice of it all,
that you found her,
instead of me.

that i realized i like you,
no, that i love you,
when its all about to end.

stay away from me,
if you have a care for me at all.

if you dont want my heart shattering
into a thousand tiny pieces like porcelain,
never to be mended again.

stay away from me

for my peace of mind,
in hopes that someday, somehow,
ill find someone like you again

someone who is meant for me to find
like the way you found her,
the way you loved her.

feelings...falling...hopeless...lost

over the past few weeks, I've been facing a problem that, by rights, i should be able to post on this blog, since the main reason i created it in the first place was because i wanted an outlet where i can vent out all my feelings, whether it be frustration, anger, giddiness, hope or love. but ever since i told some friends about it's existence, i felt kinda shy to open up and just write whatever i want.

but now, with all the emotions just swirling inside me, threatening to blow up like a hurricane, i have no choice. i have to write, or risk having more than just a breakdown.

i think I'm falling...

for the last few weeks, I've been alternately telling myself that I'm falling, it's great! yey!...then...nope, it can't be, this is not how it's supposed to happen. i was just helping, that was it.

I've been in a state of hopeless denial since this thing this feeling, began, and once i started falling there was no stopping it. it's like slipping down the edge of a steep slope, then falling down a never ending abyss of darkness with no light, no hope, nothing but nothingness.

hopeless...

hopeless to do anything that will stop the slide down, nothing to grasp on for purchase, I'm alone in this, i chose this, i have to go on sliding till i hit rock bottom, if there is one.

don't get me wrong. he's great. that's the problem. if there was even a tiny bit of nastiness that i can find in him, maybe i can stop my treacherous heart from beating fast whenever he comes near, whenever he smiles, or even just look in my direction. but insofar as I've known him, there's nothing.

lost...

now, i found out something. that after everything, he's thinking of going back the same road he was in before this, my feelings, began. i know that i don't have the right to be angry, and I'm not, not really. I'm just a friend, lately a "guilty-friend-who-just-happens-to-have-feelings-for-him kind of friend", but still only a friend. I'm just disappointed. he can do better. he deserves better. it doesn't have to be me, but somebody who will feel the same feelings for him. somebody who will love him with all her heart, without reservations, without asking him to change one bit of his character just to please her, somebody who will love him unconditionally, because that's what he deserves, that's what everyone deserves.

...

now, i have to make ways to move on, even though it will hurt like hell. the time will come when i won't have to see him, and moving on now would mean that the hurt would lessen eventually when that time comes. it would hurt to smile at him like i don't know or feel anything, but i have to do it. he can't be suspicious. I'm a friend, so i will support him. if he's happy, then i will try to be happy for him. i hope he finds happiness this time, whether with the girl he wants right now, or in the future. i will try to be happy, for his sake. then i will try to find it within myself to accept that this wasn't for me.

guess I'm still the loser in the end.

one flaw in women

***i recently got this email from a friend, and i just wanted to share it to all women out there who might be reading this***

God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEED. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make youinto the person you were meant to be.

One Flaw In Women

Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.

They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.

They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.

They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.

They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.

Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.

They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.

The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideas.

They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.