naman!

time for something a bit lighter...

a few weeks ago i discovered something,
something kinda embarrassing for a woman my age...
i'm not gonna tell
just in case someone happens to pass by and read this
but i wish something happens to what happened to me,
you know what i mean?
confused?
me too...

"Lord, bakit naman pabata ng pabata?!"
wala ba yung age ko? =)

when doubts arise

i've been living in another country for more than a month now, and, for lack of better things to say, its overwhelming. living by myself has never been my forte. i tend to stick to where ever it is that my family or closest friends are in. over a month ago i told myself that i can do this, that i have to toughen myself up for the long, bumpy road ahead. barely a few days into my second month and i feel like hurtling myself in front of a roaring MRT train just to take all the misery and doubt away.
...
...
...
i can do this...
i seem to be doing that a lot these days...
talking to myself...over and over again...
i can do this...
come hell or high water...i CAN do this...
i have to...
Lord, help me, i have to...