cake wrecks!

just happened to pass by this blog, http://cakewrecks.blogspot.com, from the blogs of worth on the blogger dashboard. it's a really fun and interesting site. visit it if you have the time. i guarantee you'll have a great time. i know i did while looking at the cakes and the captions by the author. (simply funny!)

rant!!!

today i met one of the biggest A*@holes ever! i just had a really tiring, really BAD day! i want to go on and rant until i run out of things to say but i'm just beat. maybe i'll update again tomorrow, or maybe not, not if my sibs have anything to say about it. am almost too tired to even type. will go ahead and sleep now, maybe i'll have a nice dream for a change. (and maybe, just maybe, Wu Chun will come visit me in my dreams! ***wink wink***)

" imagination is more important than knowledge"
- Albert Einstein

just a quote...

"Never fear the space between your dreams and reality. If you can dream it, you can make it so..."

- Belva Davis

from http://www.inspirational-quotations.com/

fan girlishness!

ok, so i told myself i will just blog about things that i want to rant or rave about. you know? i told myself, "girl, you have to learn how ...to...restrain (inhale)...control (exhale)...yourself...do...NOT...GIVE...UP...to your FAN GIRL...side!!!"

well...this is me losing the battle! =) i can't help it! i mean, just look at him! aww, chun! is the cake for me? ***sighing off to daydream land...***

fated to love you

i just finished watching the final episode for fated to love you, and well... ok i'm a convert! but this doesnt mean that iswak and tka are not my fave drama's anymore! i just like ftly that's all!

random things (bucket list)

here's a list of things i want to do before i reach 30, nope, scratch that, 35! (only 5 years to go!)

-watch a movie alone (done! harry potter 5 & 7 part 1)
-learn how to swim and how to drive and how to ride a bike (dude, i had a very "sheltered" childhood, ok?)

-learn how to play the guitar

-learn how to speak another language (i'm thinking Korean...)
-have a savings account with more than P100,000 in it
-travel to other countries for vacations (done,so far Malaysia & Indonesia)
-have my own house &
-have my own car (they go hand in hand, you know? =))
-buy jewelry (check! 1 18k white gold ring,up next diamond stud earrings)
-LOSE WEIGHT & EXERCISE (losing weight, done, exercising? nope!)
-meet any of the ff people: Wentworth Miller, Carmine Giovinazzo (from CSI NY), Daniel Henney or Wu Chun, let's add Lee Dong Wook on this list, shall we? =) (wishful thinking? i know! but hey, it could happen!)
-join an international organization like habitat for humanity or green peace

-maybe forgive & forget about the past? (will try, but it's not that easy)

-get another job that pays higher so i can get my dad to stop working and enjoy life :)


that's it for now, will think of other random things in the next few days ( i mean years!)

Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson

Kelly Clarkson Breakaway lyrics

[Verse 1]Grew up in a small town

And when the rain would fall down,

I'd just stare out my window

Dreaming of what could be

And if I'd end up happy,

I would pray

Trying hard to reach out,

But when I'd try to speak out

Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here,

But something felt so wrong here

So I'd pray I could breakaway

[Chorus]I spread my wings and I learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky

And I'll make a wish

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget all the ones that I loved

I'll take a risk

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

[Verse 2]Wanna feel the warm breeze

Sleep under a palm tree

Feel the rush of the ocean

Get onboard a fast train

Travel on an airplane, far away

(I will pray)And breakaway

[Chorus]I spread my wings and I learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky

And I'll make a wish

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget all the ones that I loved

I'll take a risk

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

[Bridge]Buildings with a hundred floors

Swinging with revolving doors

Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but

Gotta keep moving on, moving on

Fly away, breakaway

[Last Chorus]I'll spread my wings

And I'll learn how to fly

Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye

I gotta take a risk

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget the place I come from

I gotta take a risk

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

credits to www.lyricsmode.com

this song represents what i want to do with my life and how i'm currently living it. i just want to breakaway from it all! the restrictions that inhibit me from becoming who i want to be and how i want to live my life. sometimes i think i'm being too selfish, but when i think of how little i've been able to do in the 27 years of my life, i'm slowly but surely beginning to realize that i haven't really done much to make myself happy. it's time for a change, it's time for me to maybe stop worrying too much about how others will say or feel and start thinking about ME. only then, i think, will i be really happy. i don't want it to be 10 or 20 years from now and i look back and be bitter about the could have or should have, the if only's. given the chance, the opportunity, i want to change, i will change! just you wait & see!!

fated to love you...i finally see the light!

lately, i've been watching this taiwan drama, "fated to love you". i admit my curiosity was piqued when i learned that they surpassed "it started with a kiss 2 (tka)" in the ratings. but being an iswak and tka fanatic, i held on to my belief that nothing can be better than my 2 favorite twdrama. when time finally came and i found myself with nothing to do, i logged on to mysoju and watched episode1, then i found myself watching episode 2, then 3,4,5,6...and now? dang! i'm hooked! everything that i loved in iswak 1&2 are here, and then some...i found myself laughing hilariously at some of the scenes, then frowning the next because of the female lead. she has got to be, to borrow a phrase, the biggest "doormat" i've ever encountered in any of the many dramas that i've watched. seriously... i think that if she was told to jump naked from a bridge she would do it, all to please the people around her. then there's the drama. if you were able to watch episode 12 and say that you weren't crying, then you have a heart of stone! i was crying buckets of tears with my nose running and trying hard not to sniff and bawl out loud in case my youngest sister wakes up from her afternoon siesta and see me crying. she's probably think i'm crazy! heck, i'd think i'm crazy!

right now, i'm waiting for episode 21 to load, i can't wait! this is a must see drama for all twdrama lover's out there! whether or not you're a fan of the leads, you should at least give it a try!

credits to wiki.d-addicts.com for the pic